TY - BOOK AU - Manguso,Sarah TI - Ongoingness: the end of a diary SN - 1555977030 (hardcover) PY - 2015///] CY - Minneapolis, Minnesota PB - Graywolf Press KW - Manguso, Sarah, KW - Authors, American KW - 21st century KW - Biography KW - Diaries KW - Authorship KW - Time KW - Psychological aspects KW - Autobiographies KW - lcgft KW - Essays N1 - Autobiographical essay N2 - "In her third book that continues to define the contours of the contemporary essay, Sarah Manguso confronts a meticulous diary that she has kept for twenty-five years. "I wanted to end each day with a record of everything that had ever happened," she explains. But this simple statement belies a terror that she might forget something, that she might miss something important. Maintaining that diary, now 800,000 words, had become, until recently, a kind of spiritual practice. Then Manguso became pregnant and had a child, and these two Copernican events generated an amnesia that put her into a different relationship with the need to document herself amid ongoing time. Ongoingness is a spare, meditative work that stands in stark contrast to the volubility of the diary--it is a haunting account of mortality and impermanence, of how we struggle to find clarity amid the chaos of time that rushes around and over and through us"--Publisher's website; The author traces the documentation of her own life in diaries over twenty-five years, exploring the struggle to find clarity in life ER -