TY - BOOK AU - Purcell,Kim TI - This is not a love letter SN - 9781484798348 PY - 2018/// CY - Los Angeles PB - Hyperion KW - Race relations KW - Fiction KW - Loss (Psychology) KW - Interracial dating KW - Missing persons KW - High school students KW - Teenagers KW - Crimes against KW - City and town life KW - Romance fiction KW - lcgft KW - Young adult fiction N2 - Follows small town girl Jessie as she deals with first love and loss; When Jessie's boyfriend, Chris, disappears right before graduation, she presses the police to investigate, fearing that Chris--who is black--has been targeted for violence; Jessie and Chris are taking a one-week break to get some perspective before graduation and the big, scary decisions about their future. Then, Chris vanishes; the police think he's run away. He was about to head off to college on a full-ride baseball scholarship. And he disappeared on a run along the river-- where some boys from the rival high school beat him up just three weeks ago. As Jessie searches for answers, she must face her fears, her guilt, and a past more complicated than she would like to admit ER -