TY - BOOK AU - Trujillo,Laura TI - Stepping back from the ledge: a daughter's search for truth and renewal SN - 9780593157619 PY - 2022///] CY - New York PB - Random House KW - Trujillo, Laura. KW - Trujillo, Laura KW - Children of suicide victims KW - United States KW - Biography KW - Sexually abused teenagers KW - Mothers and daughters KW - Autobiographies KW - lcgft KW - Biographies N1 - "A memoir" -- Cover; Includes bibliographical references (pages 187-188); Searching for answers -- A growing distance -- A cruel summer -- The fear: I was becoming my mom -- Learning to understand suicide -- Finding Hope -- Getting better -- Hiking with my mother -- Piecing together my mom's life -- My mother's daughter -- Moving forward N2 - "When Laura Trujillo's mother jumps off a ledge in the Grand Canyon and falls to her death, Laura sets out to discover what drove her mother's actions, and begins to explore the painful secrets they shared. As a young girl, Laura was happy that her mother, divorced and remarried, seemed happy again, and so she hides it when her stepfather begins to abuse her. Now grown up with a family of her own, after her mother dies, Laura goes in search of the truth of her mother's life, and of their mutually protective relationship. Breaking the silence that surrounds the subjects of abuse and suicide, Laura explores her own struggle with loss and the trauma of the sexual assault that marked her youth, and candidly recounts how she came to find understanding and hope again"-- ER -