TY - BOOK AU - Jamison,Kay R. TI - Nothing was the same: a memoir SN - 0307265374 PY - 2009/// CY - New York PB - Alfred A. Knopf KW - Jamison, Kay R. KW - Wyatt, Richard Jed, KW - Hodgkin's disease KW - Patients KW - United States KW - Biography KW - Psychiatrists' spouses KW - Psychiatrists KW - Psychologists N1 - The pleasure of his company -- Lilacs and a Roman ring -- Broken portions -- Raining stars -- Joy be the starlight -- Wildflowers and granite -- Mourning and melancholia -- Fugitive dyes N2 - A haunting meditation on mortality, grief, and loss. Perhaps no one but Kay Redfield Jamison--who combines the acute perceptions of a psychologist with a writerly elegance and passion--could bring such a delicate touch to the subject of losing a spouse to cancer. She looks back at her relationship with her husband, Richard Wyatt, a renowned scientist who battled dyslexia to become one of the foremost experts on schizophrenia. And with her characteristic candor, wit, and simplicity, she describes his death, her own long, difficult struggle with grief, and her efforts to distinguish grief from depression. Wryly humorous anecdotes mingle with bittersweet memories of a relationship that was passionate and loving in this psychological study of grief viewed from deep inside the experience itself--From publisher description ER -