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020			_a9781538711927 _q(hardback)
020			_a1538711923 _q(hardback)
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092			_aStern, A. _bS839
049			_aNFGA
100	1		_aStern, Amanda, _eauthor. _9364663
245	1	0	_aLittle panic : _bdispatches from an anxious life / _cAmanda Stern.
250			_aFirst edition.
264		1	_aNew York : _bGrand Central Publishing, _c2018.
264		4	_c©2018
300			_aviii, 389 pages : _billustrations ; _c24 cm
336			_atext _btxt _2rdacontent
337			_aunmediated _bn _2rdamedia
338			_avolume _bnc _2rdacarrier
504			_aIncludes bibliographical references (page ix).
505	0		_aI am not a clock -- Not the right kind of human -- Maybe I am not a person -- How to say what's wrong -- The system of the world -- Countdown to Karen Silkwood -- The underside of perfect -- My real family -- Not-Melissa -- Someone kicked the Earth -- If time were a dog -- Oh how we glowed -- Scapegoat -- Frankie Bird -- Jinx -- Yes, no, maybe, I don't know -- Listen carefully and say exactly what I say -- Normal-sized -- A beautiful, gorgeous life -- A stay-behind kid -- The bright side -- The drainpipe man -- A word never means only one thing -- A sense of rightness -- Hunky dory -- My life stained the world -- I'm the test to solve -- Everywhere I look, families -- Anarchy -- When I turn eighteen -- What if I give birth to myself? -- Who doesn't want to be in a play? -- One right way to be a person -- Homeless -- I am a pinball machine -- The system is the problem -- The dread, the relief -- Waiting to move on -- The body -- Waited my whole life to be normal -- Forever Mama -- Take care of the animals -- Certainty -- To be the same.
520			_aThe ordinary world never made sense to Amanda, who grew up certain her friends and family would die or disappear if she quit watching them, compulsively treating every parting as a final good-bye. Shuttled between divorced parents, from a barefoot bohemian existence in Greenwich Village to a sanitized, stricter world uptown, this smart, sensitive little girl experienced life through the distorting lens of an undiagnosed panic disorder. Her darkly funny memoir is at once a love letter to 1970-80s New York City, a coming-of-age story of an anxious, unusually perceptive child, and a window into adult life and relationships lived on the razor's edge of panic.
600	1	0	_aStern, Amanda _xMental health. _9365401
650		0	_aAuthors, American _y21st century _vBiography. _985646
650		0	_aPanic disorders _xPatients _vBiography. _9209158
650		0	_aAnxiety _vBiography. _9365402
650		0	_aAnxiety in children _vBiography. _9365403
651		0	_aNew York (N.Y.) _vBiography. _951317
655		7	_aAutobiographies. _2lcgft _9728
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