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001			on1105292445
003			OCoLC
005			20200519132430.0
008			200330s2020 nyu b 001 0deng
010			_a 2019054787
040			_aLBSOR/DLC _beng _erda _cDLC _dBDX _dDYJ _dLTSCA _dOEM _dYDX _dOCLCO _dNFG
020			_a9780735272828 _q(paperback)
020			_a0735272824
020			_z9780735272842 _q(ebook)
020			_a9781615194926
020			_a1615194924
035			_a(OCoLC)1105292445
042			_apcc
043			_an-cn---
092			_a362.1968 _bP214
049			_aNFGA
100	1		_aPaperny, Anna Mehler, _eauthor.
245	1	0	_aHello I want to die please fix me : _bdepression in the first person / _cAnna Mehler Paperny.
263			_a2003
264		1	_aNew York : _bThe Experiment, _c2020.
300			_axiv, 337 pages ; _c23 cm
336			_atext _btxt _2rdacontent
337			_aunmediated _bn _2rdamedia
338			_avolume _bnc _2rdacarrier
500			_a"Originally published in Canada by Random House Canada, an imprint of Penguin Random House, in 2019. First published in the United States in revised form by The Experiment, LLC, in 2020."
504			_aIncludes bibliographical references and index.
505	0		_aCataclysm -- When you try to die and don't -- Psych-ward sojourn -- What, me depressed? -- When diagnosis makes you crazy -- Killing yourself is tougher than you'd think -- Know thine enemy -- Checking boxes -- Suicide blues -- Getting in trouble -- A pill-popping parade -- Good noticing! -- Zapping, shocking, and burning your brain into submission -- Brainiacs -- A dry pharma pipeline -- Old illness, new tricks : the electrode in your brain -- Old illness, new tricks : from psychedelics to smartphones -- Stigma and related bullshit -- Through the cracks -- Mental health is for rich people -- Trying to heal the littlest minds -- "More children do not have to die" -- Race as barrier -- Who you gonna call? -- How to talk about what we talk about when we talk about wanting to die -- Certifiable -- Trust issues -- First person afterword.
520			_a"A personal story of depression, as well as a journalistic account of its role and ramifications in society today"-- _cProvided by publisher.
600	1	0	_aPaperny, Anna Mehler.
600	1	0	_aPaperny, Anna Mehler _xMental health.
650		0	_aMental health services _zCanada.
650		0	_aDepressed persons _xMental health services _zCanada.
650		0	_aDepressed persons _xMedical care _zCanada.
650		0	_aDepression, Mental _xTreatment _zCanada.
650		0	_aJournalists _zCanada _vBiography. _9189169
650		0	_aDepressed persons _zCanada _vBiography.
994			_aC0 _bNFG
999			_c308680 _d308680