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020			_a9780306925740 _q(hardback)
020			_a0306925745 _q(hardback)
035			_a(OCoLC)1237354675 _z(OCoLC)1277185605
042			_apcc
092			_aMAISEL, I. _bM231
049			_aNFGA
100	1		_aMaisel, Ivan, _d1960- _eauthor.
245	1	0	_aI keep trying to catch his eye : _ba memoir of loss, grief, and love / _cIvan Maisel.
250			_aFirst edition.
264		1	_aNew York, NY : _bHachette Books, _c2021.
300			_avii, 225 pages : _billustrations ; _c23 cm
336			_atext _btxt _2rdacontent
336			_astill image _bsti _2rdacontent
337			_aunmediated _bn _2rdamedia
338			_avolume _bnc _2rdacarrier
505	0		_aDemystifying grief -- Hey, bud! -- College -- Going public -- A bad day, a great ending -- A ball under water -- First-evers -- I keep trying to catch his eye -- The Hilinskis -- A better person -- The lies we tell ourselves -- Every day -- The evolution of coping.
520			_a"In February 2015, Ivan Maisel received a call that would alter his life forever: his son Max's car was found abandoned in a parking next to Lake Ontario. Two months later, Max's body would be found in the lake. I Keep Trying to Catch His Eye is the story of Maisel's love for a son who was so different from him, but who he loved so deeply, and how he came to learn that grief for Max was nothing more than a last, ultimate expression of love. Navigating the moments of their complicated relationship, as well as their love each other, Maisel explores the bridges he tried to build to his son and the grief that engulfed him and his family after Max's death by suicide. Taking its title from Max's love of photography--and his tendency to only love the camera when he was behind it, looking away whenever his picture was taken--I Keep Trying to Catch His Eye delves into the tragically transformative reality of losing a child, all with grace, depth, and refinement. But by humanizing Max and humanizing his grief, Maisel evokes understanding instead of sorrow, appreciation instead of anxiety--and love instead of fear"-- _cProvided by publisher.
650		0	_aParental grief. _9222055
650		0	_aTeenagers _xSuicidal behavior. _934484
650		0	_aFathers and sons _zUnited States. _951120
655		7	_aBiographies. _2lcgft _9870
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