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092			_aKRYST, C. _bK94
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100	1		_aKryst, Cheslie, _eauthor.
245	1	0	_aBy the time you read this : _bthe space between Cheslie's smile and mental illness : her story in her own words / _cCheslie Kryst and April Simpkins.
246	3	0	_aSpace between Cheslie's smile and mental illness : her story in her own words
264		1	_aNashville, Tennessee : _bForefront Books, _c[2024]
264		4	_c©2024
300			_a223 pages, 32 unnumbered pages of plates : _bcolor illustrations ; _c23 cm
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505	0		_aPreface -- Cheslie's story. Introduction ; God had a plan ; Anything could happen ; Are you ready? ; Never enough ; Why our wins mattered ; Learning from my losses ; A puzzle I couldn't solve ; Distinguishing myself from the competition ; The slow burn of solitude ; Trusting my instincts ; Facing the universe ; Sisterhood ; Determining my own destiny -- April's story. Until we had nothing left ; Last wishes ; A supporter, not a savior ; Afterword from the National Alliance of Mental Illness.
520			_aBy the Time You Read This is the story former Miss USA Cheslie Kryst was about to publish before her tragic suicide. Her mother, April, wraps up the narrative by exploring the mental illness and depression that took her daughter's life.
520			_a"The text read, "By the time you get this . . ." This is the story of Cheslie Kryst, a former Miss USA, in her own words. When the world awoke on the morning of January 30, 2022, many were shocked to learn of the tragic death of former Miss USA Cheslie Kryst. For most people, the news was unfathomable. How could a young woman in the prime of her life--a pageant queen, accomplished attorney, Extra correspondent, and tireless advocate for charity organizations--have been lost to the world so suddenly? By the Time You Read This shares the manuscript Cheslie wrote before her passing, her story in her own words--from the highest highs of passing two bar exams, winning Miss USA, and beginning an exciting career as an entertainment journalist to the lowest lows of heartbreak, betrayal, and persistent depression. When Cheslie's mother, April Simpkins, picks up the narrative, she shares for the first time what she experienced in the aftermath of Cheslie's suicide. When faced with such a devastating loss, how does a mother find a way to carry on? Whether you are someone who struggles to maintain your mental health, or you love someone who does, this book will share insight into a reality that impacts thousands of families every year--as well as provide hope for those who are left behind."-- _cProvided by publisher.
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650		0	_aBeauty contestants _zUnited States _vBiography.
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700	1		_aSimpkins, April, _eauthor.
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